I'm tired of waiting. I could have grown my hair out long, shaved my head twice now, and still have a ponytail at this point.
I haven't said anything about it in a while, but she has to know I still want her to do this.
In two months, I will be less than 6 months away from having to renew my license. I'm going to go get my new license, with a photo of my long hair flowing free. And then I'm going to start trying to talk Karen into giving me a haircut, and doing whatever I can to reignite some sort of intimacy and sex life between us.
it seems like every time I think we are just about there, something happens to break down my level of trust with her. Or something comes along to derail our plans. Or, she just relapses into not caring about being close to me.
I want to give myself freely into her loving care. Feel the intimacy between us again. And ever more important to me, I want her to quit smoking again. I love her so much, and I want her to be by my side for many years to come.