- Sat, 23:16: Asks for 5 min of make out with "me" time. Entire 5 minutes is spent on everything else other than anything to do w… https://t.co/qAFTSQzusn
The worst part is that she has pushed me so far away, that I fear I am beginning to reach a point where I no longer want or desire her at all. The needs and desires still exist. But what happens if I reach a point where I no longer feel those needs and desires for her? What do I do then? That possibility scares me, and breaks my heart. I never, in my worst nightmares, ever believed I could even entertain thoughts of feeling that way. I have vowed that I would never cheat or disrespect my wife. I would rather die first. In the mean time, I'm starving emotionally and dying internally.