I'm tired of feeling so lonely all of the time.
It stresses me out, and makes my nerves feel overwhelmed.
I want people to be happy with me.
I want people to want me, and want to be around me.
People don’t want to be around me, unless they need something from me, or when I’m just that shadow that tags along with something/someone else they want to be around.
People don't consider my feelings or needs. Not unless it somehow affects their own needs in the end.
I feel like I’m merely an afterthought, or the background noise that no one thinks about.
People don't initiate kindness, or affections towards me; they simply mirror back a portion, or an imitation, of the kindness of what I have already extended to them.
I'm tired of being at the bottom of the priority totem pole.