The question running through my ming now is, "Will being sorry actually mean a change in behavior?"
I need Karen to be more engaged. Initiate physical and emotional intimacy; noot just react to it once I have begged for it long enough to get oil on the squeaky wheel. I know that she loves me, but I need her to show (prove) to me that I truly matter as her mate and partner, and that I am physically desirable to her. What I don't need is a "perfect" room mate, or a disengaged spouse. I need an intimate, loving, caring partner who engages me mentally, emotionally, AND physically. I need to be desired, and feel wanted.
I'm so glad that Bubbie is finally starting to feel better. Now, to just wait and see if that means I register on her conscious thought at anytime this evening, or tomorrow morning.
I'm patiently waiting....